The Metaplane

Can't stop myself from crying so much. Hitting my hands against a pillow, shaking. Feeling like screaming, bawling. Can't stop bawli...

lady of ice fire melts below your soft stare and you scare me into loving you what a world twirled in the palm of your mind you wield and st...

it's nighttime now in so many ways the last fading rays of happiness are dying and all of the things i was looking forward to are undoab...

But I'm HERE I know I'm here. I can see myself, reflected on the screen, I know I can make noise, I feel love, I feel love. Let me.....

and the ultimate insult. who are you? you're a name on a computer. you're not even real.

No one wants to be alone Some people want adoring fans Everyone wants someone who truly loves them.

I'm afraid Dave My mind is going I can feel it I can feel it

Four Eternal Truths of the Metaplane: There is no death in the metaplane. Everything is likely to have symbolic or multiple meanings. Nothin...

Family is worth it. All I've wanted. Wanted back. Wanted a chance. Jesus Christ, can't a man with feelings at least get that.

A new start? Or the same thing. Or nothing. I cannot decide. White, wide eyes.

I may not blog again for awhile, if ever again. To all those of you who knew me well, who knew I was so near the edge, who knew I was living...

-You are in a nightmare. You have never known what it is like to be outside this nightmare, except when you were very young, or at odd momen...

Here & Now Stay here now. It is all there is. My mind will float to times of agony and bliss In circumstances like hers Full of life and...

Fire. I have not had the time Time unends Where do our lives go Around the next bend or Somewhere far away Beyond the golden moon To the cen...

Desert skies Wind figures swoon and rise Play in my eyes Out beyond the shifting peaks Fatal sleep Death waits with patient teeth Fatal dist...

Good and Evil. They who seize the moment and find power there They are evil They who possess honest ambition And a will to drive themselves ...

Porn. Is destiny written does time as a concept escape definition my mind wants to break my thoughts down nothing lost means nothing can be ...

Administrative at my heart Lost in shadow left for dead and torn apart There is apathy in the widest view a Man can take in this day and age...

Calgary Well I'm off (soon) ... be back next week.

It's impossible to encapsulate the past. The past took up as much time as all the future will. Its moments can only be paired off agains...

(photo by Philip Greenspun)

Rise sometime Day's already gone by Life is advancing Drifting further away Come what may My eyes can't focus so I rub them And time...

Too much to ask? All I want is a small but tidy, neatly organized home where I have a fireplace or wood stove, enough room for my books, and...