Pastiche.

been through everything a thousand times
and I'm going crazy, but I'm already crazy
if I feel I'm about to explode because the sick feeling
in my stomach has happened so many times before,
well that has happened before

and it's a crushing weight some people must bear
who open every sense they possess to what's really there
instead of drifting through a dream world
I've made that decision a thousand times
and I'm going crazy, but I'm already crazy