I'd give up happiness for a little serenity.

At this point I don't even know what makes me happy, what I like doing. Most things I do just get my mind off things I don't want to think about or are some kind of overindulgence. Or I'm trying to find happiness from infatuation, which is ultimately fustrating and ungratifying. What are good, stable ways of having fun that I can do and look forward to? Good things: Exercise. Being in nature. Outdoor activities. Photography. Traveling. Reading. Bad things: Drinking. Spending too much time on the computer. Watching movies too much. Overeating. Oversleeping.