I wish I could get a big round table and have me, Taunya, Mom, Bill, Heath, Sheila, Reuben, Melody, Joanne, and Dr. Goodman present, to talk about my problems, clear up all the stories and misunderstandings, and decide what best can be done for me, if anything. Of course this will never happen, but it would be such a wonderful thing. Even any subset of those people would be great. Anything is better than dealing with this alone, or with one or two other people who understand me inaccurately and have their own opinions what my problems are, repeated ad nauseum the more people I meet.