valentine

i just want to be held
and kissed
and told it's going to be okay
i want somebody
that i can talk to
in any way
someone who will spend time with me
without glancing at their watches
someone who i can call
when i feel like crying
when i don't care
rolled up in my blankets
drenched in a cold sweat
i have no one at all in this world
who is a good friend
and i'm not a good enough person
to do it on my own
maybe i'm a lost cause
and that's why I'm alone
i want release.