Crazy mood swings, sting in the gut
I look up and my shadow is gone
Three days have passed
And I don't know if I'm sane
And the world just ain't the same
Or if I'm somehow terribly wrong
I suspect it's the thing within me
Which suspends my disbelief
And yet relief ain't coming on
Little things linger, dreams
Of missing fingers, and toy batons
And middle of the nightmare ruses
I'm still confused and feel useless
Pills accumulate in my plastic grid
But I remember taking them, I did!
When each moment the sun got up
And nighttime hid, you dig?
It's like I'm losing my mind
Sometimes I don't know who to trust
The voice that's inside of me
Or the person that's versin'
Right now without cussin but messing
With words, to be heard or just bust?
If I'd had this recorded to tape
I'd hit rewind
To see what goes on for real
When I feel blind
And some lady asked me was I
A model of some kind?
I couldn't believe it, I thought
She was just having a laugh at me
Then I get yet another phone number
From a hostess at Mary's
That carried me on with mixed emotions
To say the least, I say the most
About the time I start to feel strong
Apologies to Marvin Gaye but what's going on?
I haven't been so outcast in 37 long, long
Years but here's three people in 24 hours
Complimenting me almost to tears
In their own way, and I praise their charity
And I've got nothing to say to bring me clarity
I guess I should buy them all flowers
But the pollen might blow me away.
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- Happy 2010!
- What does your culture celebrate with fireworks?
- MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
- This is long overdue.
- When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
- Now the "other half" of Floyd.
- I cherish my freedom.
- Heck yeah
- Pink Floyd (1994) - "Us And Them"
- The known universe
- Meta earlier today.
- Bozo the Cobra
- Silly LOLcats
- My Bookworm Adventures 2 final screen
- Darwin Fish Eye of Horus
- Songs on the charts when I was born!
- Meta's Life Advice: Tip #1
- An easy Gollum quiz.
- Plants > Zombies
- Just the first of many posts to come.
- Sorry about the abstinence :-S
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