MOUTH OF SAND

I feel as though I'm under water, spots
In my eye field dots of nothing
And thoughts flow unbidden to my daughter
Sundered but fixable, not quick but possible

I feel cold; the light in here is leaving too fast
Insane that a mind can change so fast
Stand up, grapple with that foe right now
Having a life means not being so stupid
Staying free, fighting back
Keeping your options open

But I feel as though I'm over an ocean
Looking down I see peace and utter commotion
Can't remember a thing about yesterday
Take me away, in straps, I'll be safe again.